As I learn more and more about the effects of childhood sexual abuse, especially when it comes to mother/daughter abuse, I wonder about my gender identity and its origin. I wonder if the cause of my gender dysphoria has a foundation in the trauma of my past and how many others has a similar past. I know this is hard to know for sure as many victims have repressed memories, but its a thought.

As for me I figure… even if it is because I was molested as a child it still doesn’t change how I feel. Regardless of the origing of these issues I still feel not male, not female… although these days I seem to be sure of not wanting to transition. For right now though… the origin of my gender dysphoria is debatable.