Natural Body Transformation

or me, it would be okay to work out or find a job/hobby that would help shape my body in a way that would present who I really am. For me, I am something in between male and female, maybe including both.

Processing Gender

I made this blog in order to help me grasp my gender and to help reduce anxiety regarding my gender.

My Gender is Queer

Today, on the internet, I was shown a video that randomly pointed out how men and women shower, according to their gender.

GenderQueer

But when that menstruation happens I begin to almost feel confused, more confused than I do on most days.

BDSM for Trans?

Is it me…. or is there a severe lack of gender neutral terms in the BDSM community.

Genderqueer? Transgendered?

So when I hear someone say they are confused about my gender I want to say, “Well now you know how I feel!”

Daily Living

I am Genderqueer…and its only an issue when I am out of my safe place.

Choosing the other gender?

So I been watching Youtube videos and reading books related to  transgender issues, stories, and so on. As far as Youtube goes… I am so confused. There seem to be Transmen on there that are saying they are not females, they are not men but something in between, YET they still take hormones and have…

Xmas & Coming out!

So… I have to wait to come out because I don’t want to ruin people’s holidays. Although I already told my brother that I was trans. I think this is actually good because it will give me more time to define and figure out exactly how I feel about my gender issues. Currently its like…

Anxiety?!

I have had this transgender stuff burried for so long that I am having issues identifying whats me and whats a role that I took to appear as a woman. I also just feel sad… all over… simply because I am trans. Who would choose this path for themselves. There is very little positives in…

Transgender? What does that mean to me?

So I went to the support group. I was SO anxious. I practically shaking all the way through from 1/2 hour before I had to leave till I was there for 20 minutes. I am not sure what I was afraid of. But as usual I walked right into whatever I was afraid of because…